its a 1st day without you here.

so long never blog.yet alot of things happen.
its a day without you,i dont even know if i can even continue living without you.
i always remember,our last breakfeast before you left,last kiss,pictures and hugs.i will admit these times my tears just pour,pour with pain.
i was woken up with your call,thrilled i was,but it wasnt so thrilling to realize youre not here.then i went to bathe,before i took my towel,i saw,there it is,your towel and your smell.as tears pour when i bathe i always tell myself be strong.then went down buy thing and i went home to change and go out.thanks kimhock and jinda.as i took the train,i remember the times when we used to take train.when i will stand and give you a seat.then went to watch movie,as i see couples,i just feel like screaming out loud why FATE IS CRUEL.even tho ure far away,you nvr fail to keep in touch with me and keep me strong.as i miss u i will always flip my wallet to see our picture,the picture we took before u go.my ring,the ring before u left and kiss our necklace.we watched day and knight,to xiao gary,all the best.then baby call me after the movie.i almost cry,but for you,i aint crying as i try.
baby.i miss u.
baby.i need u.
baby.i am sorry.
baby.i promise to be a good boy.
baby.i beg you.take care.
even i know youre not gone forever,i yearn for your hugs every night.
baby i love u,and i promise,i will always wait till you return.u will also keep your promise right?baby i will wait.i love u forever.life here is meaningless without you.
till here.
nazreenerissastonesse.loveof14th